My husband was asleep & i looked through his phone i never do i was just curious . Well i found a fb convo between him & a ex . I feel so stupid i cant stop crying hes begging me to stay & i want to leave i packed all my things . Im just sitting here crying . I feel like i lost everything i cant beleave he did this to me . He keeps begging me to come in the room with him thats hes sorry blah blah blah . Im waiting for my friend to wake up so i can go to her house. I just cant trust him anymore but i know i will go back to him because i always do :( im such a mess right now ughh. Sorry for any typos.