My voice is GONE and I am sick as a dog.
I either sound like a whispering seal or look like a mute person trying to communicate my lip movements.
I hadn't felt badly all weekend and then after Phase 2 intake, I went home and took a nap since I hadn't slept at all, literally last night. I woke up, threw up and been shaky, and useless the rest of the day.
Why is this a bad time?
I HAVE PRACTICAL NATIONAL EXAM TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!
Why is that bad, you ask?
I have to *VERBALIZE* and demonstrate my skills. Now, how the hell am I going to verbalize when I have no voice?!!?! Oi vey! Then, I feel like such shit on earth, I haven't studied one bit. Not one. I HAVE to be on my "A" game tomorrow, I cannot go in feeling like I do now.
SHIT, SHIT, SHIT, SHIT!!!!!!!!