... I wish SS would go live with his mom.
First of all, I am not perfect. I realize that. No human is. I have no control over the way I feel. So before you go bashing me because I want a "break" from a child who treats me like shit, just think about how you would feel in the same shoes.
Second of all, his behavior has nothing to do with me being SM. I have been his mom since he was 2 (he is now 11 years old) and since then BM has had just enough contact to make herself relevant. SS acts the same way for DH too.
I cannot take his disrespect. His lying. His attitude. His total disregard for authority.
I blew up at him this morning before school because of his lies. After at least 2 years of this continuous lying about stupid shit, I am unable to trust anything he says. When I question him, he becomes totally disrespectful. He once even employed my DD to call me a bitch for him.
I just don't know what to do. And I know that BM will not have him. But if she would, I would be more than happy to pay her the $600 CS a month to give ME a break from SS's behavior.
That's my confession. I just had to get it off my chest. Now back to reality and trying to think of a way to correct his behavior that we haven't already tried. I am at my wits end.