IDK whats wrong with me. if you wanna bash- great, please do so... but at least give me insight on whats wrong with me.
i ended up quitting my job back in May- told them i was done at the end of the month, but never showed up for the last 4 days. i was depressed during that time.
over the summer to now: i've been attending classes (math, language, psychology, etc-- kinda basic classes)...
i also got SEVERELY depressed around thanksgiving time. yes- attempted suicide too.
i'm seeking help, and have been attending therapy for the last 2 weeks (since the beginning of Dec).. i'm back on my prozac- which seems to be helpful.
put my resume on careerbuilder and monster a couple days ago. i THINK i'm ready to get back out in the work field... but at the same time, i dont know. anytime an unknown number calls, anytime i get a VM offering me an interview-- i tense up. i have a mild panic attack in the making. idk what i'm going to do- i HAVE to get a job, but at the same time, i dont think i'm ready for one... i'm scared once i get one, i'll end up quitting a few months later (which is what i've been doign for the last 5 years)