What would you do if the love of your life passed away? I was in a relationship for 7 years after growing up and maturing a bit I realized that being cheated on was not part of a good relationship although I still loved him I let my pride get the best of me and I let him go. I "moved" on and had a baby with my boyfriend I never loved. I think it was a matter of just trying to get over my ex. Which sucks because I hate my baby daddy, he's never been there for the baby. When my ex found out about the baby and that BF was not in the picture, he stepped up still me being prideful I didn't take him back. He was always traveling because of work. Finally we would talk about gettin back together and becoming a family, the family I always wanted. Sadly that never happened he passed away in an accident. So I left BF 1 for being an asshole and 2 to get back with my ex and now I'm alone just me and my baby. BF moved on and is having a baby, I'm so distraught. I don't know what to do anymore.