DH is out of town which leaves me to spend New Years Eve alone (which I guess isn't anything new, we've never done anythingon NYE, and I've usually been in bed before midnight). My best friend has to work at 6am tomorrow so she won't be staying up, and my brother has his daughter since she's out of school so that means no hanging out with him. My daughters preschool teacher, whom I'm friends with, asked if I wanted to come over to her house for game night and let the kids play. I said sure, then yesterday I found out that it's just going to be her, her husband, their kids, and another couple, and their kids. I'd be okay if it were a group of people, but I'd feel really left out and out of place being there just me. I feel all panicky, and while I want to go, at the same time I want to stay home and hide in the dark.