Naturally, I'm a bubbly person. Now, I'm still a bubbly person on the outside, but inside I'm a tangled, confused, depressed mess. I've been through a lot that has made me this way. I don't know how to trust men. EVERY man I've ever trusted has hurt me either physically or emotionally. I'm a single mom and I stay so busy it's impossible to have a life. I want to start dating, but I'm scared and I haven't even met anyone in a long time. I don't know if I'm ready. I still feel like an emotional mess.