On top of this I stupidly got involved with a long time friend 3 months after my ex and I broke up, I'm now 8 weeks pregnant and yes we did use birth control. We are now fighting constantly over stupid things he has become very jealous of everything including my son, which is a huge problem. I want this baby but can't go through another custody battle and don't want 2 kids with 2 different fathers I'm not with. I've been thinking about abortion as adoption wouldn't work for me I'm already attached and know I couldn't give this baby up.
I don't know if I could have an abortion and live with myself but bringing a baby into this situation is not ideal either. What would you do