I'm not trying to get sympathy or anything. I just want to say , I am at peace now. So, here it goes. I lived in Newportnews Va. at the time. In a not so good apartment complex. Alot of crime, drugs, and criminals lived there. One night I was hanging out with my guy friend. We were just friends. Nothing more. We were at his house. More and more people started coming over. (all guys) We were all hanging out,laughing, joking just having fun. Next thing I know, I wake up on the couc, it's dark and everyone is gone. My "friend" took my hand and led me to his room. I thought he was going to let me sleep in his bed to bemor comfortable. I was so out of it though. So I get in his room and pass out in the bed instantly. When he would talk his voice would echo. I woke up with my pants off. I was layingon my stomach and being penetrated. Then.. I see anthr guy firend in the room. He tries to put his penisin my mouth. I managed to swing at him but was very slow and didn't hit him. Then heard THAT friend tell the other friend "dude she dnt know what she doing." Other friend says "yes she does" all this is happening and my body become weak and I passed out. I woke up the next day on his couch. It was like 2pm. He woke me up and handed me my earring that must have fallen out. I just left and cried while walking home. Makeup smeared.. then button y my jans was ripped off (I do also remember at one point trying to put my jeans on. Only to have them rippedo outta my hand during the rape. I will admit..Iwas very drunk. But the friend who raped me was a drug deale..and I think he put something in my drink. I told my ex bf who I was still really good friends with about it. He didn't believe me. The other friend who was there... said he agrees I was raped.. buhe did NOTHING TO HELP ME. So, only my husband knows about it. The friend who raped me eneded up shooting my ex (I dont know why) and then going on the run. So yeah... thats my story.