After seeing myself.....update...LINK TO WATCH CLIPS!!! EDIT
On tv, I am totally disgusted. Not at what I did on the JS show, but at my body. I WATCHED CLIPS FROM tHE EPISODE THIS MORNING AND I am completely disgusted with myself. HOW did I let myself get so...FAT. WHY did I do this to myself? I don't FEEL that big, and when I look at myself in the mirror, I don't look that big to myself. I am so disappointed in myself. I can't even look at food now without wanting to puke. :/ I plan to change this though. Starting TOMORROW....RAIN OR SHINE...THICK AND THIN....DIET AND exercise will be on my agenda!!! I will get back down to a normal healthy weight. No more junk food or trash food....no more sodas or sports drinks. I CAN DO THIS!!!! EDIT::: For those who want to see a clip...Tomorrow, I will go to my dads and make a seperate FaceBook page. I will share the clips on there. As of right now, there are no YouTube clips. Sorry. :) Update: a little birdie told me there is now a clip on youtube. I am mobile so I can't link it.
Dont know how to maka it clicky< but here is the link to the FaceBook Group that I am sharing the clips in!
Okay so For some reason I can't get the video to work....I messaged the owner of the video and asked her to check and make sure it is set to public.