Dirty Little Secrets
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I used to be a regular on this board and I did one of these posts about a year ago. I've just come back within the last few days and I have been dying to have the time to do this again.
What is your dirty little secret?
The worst thing about yourself that you don't tell anyone. Be honest, post anonymously if you want to. This is a place where you can vocalize your biggest fears, your deepest regrets, the hidden parts of yourself.
Quoting Anonymous:
This and I'm 12 weeks pregnant by another man
Quoting Anonymous:
I hate my "df"
Quoting Anonymous:I dont have any friends. I used to have a bestie, but I feel like she phased me out. Sometimes I feel really aweful and inadequate about it bc I think im awesome and I really can't comprehend why I dont have friends. Cafe mom really is my only link to other female "friendship" no matter how superficial it actually is.
I slept with a fat indian because he convinced me he was running a porn site. I needed the money so I said ok. Two weeks later, after I hadn't got paid at all, I did some more digging and found out that it was a hoax. It was just something he used to get women in bed with him and he'd been in trouble for it before. I was a little pissed.
I use pot medically but without a legal card. My state doesn't allow it, but the one I was in previously did & it was Dr. Recomended.
I have quite a lot of health problems & medicines that I need to be on. I am afraid of the damage they do to my organs & hate the idea of adding anymore meds to my body if I don't have to. My dr & family agreed. I don't support Recreational use. My children don't know anything about it. I've never used while pregnant or brestfeeding.
There are a LOT of medications I can not have and the ones I'm allowed to have have either not worked or causes negative reactions. We were running out of options for me.
I would have had to add several medications to my body to fix the problems the MJ is taking care of. It just wasn't worth it.
I don't use joints, as they do a LOT of damage to the lungs. I use a small bowl pipe & am looking into getting a vaporizer.
I have a great aunt who's gone all natural on everything & been doing a LOT Of studying on it and has found that it is MUCH MUCH Safter than people ever thought it was. It is most certainly safer than the checmical filled stuff the pharmacies dole out.
When I use, it brings me up to "normal" I get up and start cleaning, baking,playing with the kids & doing crafts and fun things. It makes me a totally different person.
It takes care of my fibromyalgia,pain,depression,anxiety,insomnia and lack of desire to eat (( I lost 96lbs from that issue )) I have sciatica and not many things help with nerve pain, but MJ does.
I am not allowed any form of pain pills other than tylenol and tramadol & neither help me whatsoever.
I know a lot of people may think it's not the right choice to make, but I know it's the best one for me & my body. I know it's not the right one for everyone & I def. don't support recreational use at all.
I am completely disgusted with the way I look right now. I had my kids a little later in life, and my body didn't bounce back AT ALL. On top of that, I had 2 emergency C-Sections, so I have a scar, and no feeling in that area at all. I have a huge "mom pouch", and I feel like a whale in everything I put on. It's gotten to the point where I don't even want to go out in public anymore. On top of that, between work and taking care of the kids, I have NO time to myself. By the time I get them fed and to bed, I barely have the energy to shower, let alone do any kind of work out.
And I used to be hot, ugh.
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Have you ever kept a secret from your spouse?