anyway my greatest fear was to get pregnant so I I've been super careful,on the mini pill do to my migraineS. everything has been crazy working alot on myself, I have plan as to what I want my future to look like then I went to my doctor's appointment to switch my birth control and she gave me a pregnancy test which came up positive.
so I am 6 weeks, that's what making me nauseous not the birth control..i did not want another child, definitely not by another guy either. I am perfectly happy with my 2 boys but now this is happening I am so shocked,
and very scared. I really don't know what to do. there is so many reasons to not have a third baby, and I don't know why I got pregnant when I'm taking my birth control on time everyday..sigh....
my families definitely not going tho be happy, they will push abortion. my boyfriend also thinks abortion is the best option for us, in a way I agree bc its not a good time for any of us but on the other hand its very hard to think of killing this baby. adoption is the other option, that is extremely hard for me not give my baby away.
I also knw that while it will be a struggle I can be a good mom and support my kids. I'm just really lost right now I don't know weather to have an abortion or go through with the pregnancy...... sorry for all the typos I'm on my phone and just shaking right now