My parents haunted me for years about it. My mom and dad assured me they would care for my youngest so I could go back. I got a grant and my mom now says that I need to pay her to watch our youngest. She assured me for months I didn't have too. She knows my husband makes great money right now. My husband works 6 months a year. The other half we live on unemployment and foodstamps. We were stupid last year and incurred debt. I figure she would be understanding and want to help me. Nope she doesn't care how much we need to save for the slow season. I'm sitting here crying regretting ever having hope and finally getting a college degree like I've dreamed of. I'm so upset at myself for being a stupid teenager and not pursuing college like I dreamed of. I feel like Ill always be broke and live in poverty and things will remain hard.