Needed to just vent a little bit.
Been extremely overwhelmed and it is getting hard to not turn to old coping mechanisms.
I struggle with self harm. I have since I was 7 years old. I haven't hurt myself in over a year, I have also been clean for over 2 years. I am proud of that, I really am.
I keep finding myself wanting to cut again. I have been fighting it for the past 2 months, I don't know how much longer I can fight this. Drugs are not an option, at all. I have 2 beautiful girls who are 4 years old and 4 moths old, I have a great husband too but our relationship has been under a lot of stress. One problem, we live with his crazy parents. We have been saving for our own place and found a place. Now we just have to wait till the middle of feb to move in. I look forward to that so much, I just hope things get better when we are in our own home.
I just feel so alone even though I am in a house full of people.