I'm so lonley and sad.. Will anyone ever love my daughter and I? Long but please read.
My husband cheated on me and left me almost a year ago, and I have our 5 year old. Then Blamed me for all his problems. In my state you have to wait a year if you have kids to divorce. He left me in the most horrible way, turned into a monster. Took all our money, our only car, and had his friends bully me. My family is great, they helped me get a new car, and an apartment. I took him to court for spousal and child support.
He did see our daughter every other weekend court ordered. But then he decided he wanted to cut the visitation till our permanentcustody hearing, that hearing is 2 months away. Blaming me for having to do that. I follow the order to the letter. He has called twice but I don't respond.. I'm not even going to mention his coming to my house and me having to call the cops on him, 3 times.
I always wanted a family,he said he wanted a family too. Someone to sit with me and watch our daughter in plays and at soccer games and take vacations with, share a home with. Then it got to much for him after our daughter was born, and he left to party and act like a teenager.
I just want to see my daughter grow in a happy family. I came from a divorced family my dad was never around. I wanted so much more for her.
Any words would be great. Thank you.
I have come so far since he left, My daughter is doing great. I still carry so much pain. I get offers for dates, but I just feel like I will never conncet with anyone. I'm having problems trusting.