It's ruining my life!!!!!!! All therapists want to do is talk in circles!! I KNOW I have this problem and I've had it ALL my life, the only thing I am NOT is suicidal because of my 2 children. When therapists hear that I am NOT suicidal automatically they do not take me as seriously as they would if I was. I want to do group therapy and the right medications and not one therapist has offered me group therapy (but almost all have said I would benefit from it) and they prescribe nothing but anti-depressants. I can't keep a job and I can't keep friends and I am turning into a hermit because it's getting so I am afraid to interact with anyone, even family members because I either piss people off or hurt people's feelings by constantly doing and saying the wrong things over and over and over. Now my family has begun to keep their distance most of the time because I'm angry and miserable and they say dealing with me is exhausting. I hate myself for being this way, I hate my life and I can't get any help because I'm not ready to kill myself yet!!!!!!