My grandmother is dying. She has had a wonderful life and is 104 so I dont feel too sad... it is just her time. But I do feel very sad for my dad, it is his mom. He is so loving and honest about the situation and it is just a bitter sweet thing to see him go through.
The real confession is that I didnt feel bad for my mom when her mom died. And I just realized that. My mom has always made every situation about her. And when I saw how she was reacting to her mother's passing it actually irritated me. I wanted her to simply 'grow a pair' to put it in a very crude manner.
So there it is... my confession.