I'm at my breaking point :(

[Ideal_Lady]

Last night I went to Giant's to get gas, it was the last day to redeem the gas points so it was crowded. I was second in line but since my tank is on the passenger side, I pulled up in front of a lady's car but I gave her space to drive off when she was finished. A minivan pulled up behind her as she got done and I signaled to the van, that I was next in line but she got to the pump before me, jumped out and started pumping her gas. I said"excuse me, I was here first" and she said, "no you weren't, I saw you pull up after me" and she rolled her eyes. I swear to god I started to get out the car and remove the pump out her van but I didn't, instead I waited and called her every name in the book, the whole 5 mins she stood there pumping her gas. I made fun of her double chin, clothes, hair cut, minivan, weight, and I called her ugly. All the other customers watched as I cursed her out. I looked like a crazy lady yesterday :(. My son was telling me to" please stop mom" the lady looked humiliated but I didn't care. After she was done, she had the nerve to ask me to back my car up so she can move. I said "no bitch, find another way out" she then asked the car behind her to back up and they did. I am usually a shy person and my whole life people took advantage of that. 3 years ago, that lady would've gotten away without me saying anything to her but now I am so sick of it. I apologized to my son and explained everything to him. Unfortunately my ds is a lot like me. He is so kind hearted and I can see people taking advantage of him in the future :(

[QuickMomma]

:/ I can see where this post is going

[lifeisajoy]

Hugs mama!  I use to be a shy person-not say much but no more-watch out!! You have the right to speak up--we just have to remember when it is appropriate-but I can totally understand you!

[Ideal_Lady]

I wasn't gonna post it but im still upset over the whole thing and I wanted to vent

Quoting QuickMomma:

:/ I can see where this post is going

[LoveMyLos]

Baha! Gas stations piss me off!!!!
Not gonna lecture, im sure you know how the rest of this post will go...

[Anonymous]

Im sure you were the angry ghetto black woman sad! In front of your kid come on. Smh

[Baybeelove88]

Wow, this is sad

[Anonymous]

What she did was wrong but what you did was worse.  Theres a way to not be taken advantage of without being a bitch and humiliating people.

[Anonymous]

Grow up and set a better example for your DS...He should not have seen you act like a child just because someone got tp pump gas before you did

[Ideal_Lady]

Thanks. It sucks being shy.

Quoting lifeisajoy:

Hugs mama!  I use to be a shy person-not say much but no more-watch out!! You have the right to speak up--we just have to remember when it is appropriate-but I can totally understand you!

[aphrodite7400]

if you are at your breakng point over someone cuttng in front of you at a gas station, you might need therapy.