I have been with the bf 8 years and we have 2 kids together. He always been a drunk and an ass 24/7. He has a lot of issues but me being the dumb ass I am stood there and let him try to work out his problems. I have lost myself and I am tried of not being able to live life. I want out. I am done putting myself last in his pritty party. I get tired of hearing how horrible I am. I am no way perfect but DAMN I did stay by you when no one else would. I am so done hearing how he wants me gone and then the next morning oh I didnt meant that. Yes you did bc a drunk mans words are a sober mans thoughts. It has been going on years and years now. I have lost everything in my life and I am not losing no more. How does a person get out of something like this with very little money and no family or friends?