I know for sure that I would never take him back, not that he'd even try, but I am really having a hard time.
It's very lonely when he has our kids. He is 100% fine....he told me again a few days ago how happy he is and how much he doesn't love me.
The hardest part is that "our" friends have stuck by him. Not that I expected them to pick sides, but not one person in our close group even called to see how I was doing.
I'm so hurt by all of this. I'm trying to take it day by day, but I am all over the place. I keep reminding myself that I have to go through it to get through it...
Any advice? I never thought this would happen to me.