So I posted on here a while back to vent (and see what kind of comments I would get, expecting the worst) about messing around with my husband's younger brother. My husband has no idea but has said things about him flirting with me or that I seem to flirt with him in the past. We have wanted eachother since the day we met, it just never happened until recently. Anyway, he has been staying with us since right after New Year's. His gf threw him out like always. Him and I would keep going back to eachother ever since we first had sex. it was so amazing and ever since I just cant stop thinking about him when Im not with him and wanting him. Its been really hard to have him staying there now. He has stayed with us before like this but this is the first time since all this happened. I told him now we really need to stop and pretend it never happened at all. We've been doing good the past couple weeks or so but this morning my husband left earlier than me for work and took the kids with him and I get up to get ready and this guy is in the shower. I only knocked on the door to hurry him up because I was already running late. Of course he gets out and opens the door while hes just in the shorts he slept in nothing else and barely dried his body off from the shower. He has a great body anyway but today it just looked even better to me. He said sorry he didnt realize i was late but had that sexy smile and look on his face like he wanted me to come in there and did it on purpose. i said its ok, just let me in to get ready so he steps back, not out of the bathroom and told me come on. I told him no, we cant and I dont have time and he says we can and you can make time, grabs me by the hand, pulls me in the bathroom with him and picks me up to sit me on the ledge of the sink and starts kissing me and taking my clothes off. At that point I couldnt say no and wanted him so bad. It felt so good to feel him again and I had missed him and the sex since we stopped. He did me right there on the sink ledge then came in the shower with me and did me so hard from the back, went down on me, I went down on him and everything. After I told him I needed that and I missed it and I dont care anymore, Im not going to try to stay away from him and he said good, he wasnt going to let me anyway. Now I just cant get him out of my mind all day and he has been texting me and making it worse with his comments. I regret it in a way because I was seriously ready to stop but on the other hand I dont.