I know I'm the one who screwed up and made the mistake of having an emotional affair. I left him four months ago because I know I messed up and didn't deserve him or his love. But he asked me to come back and make it work. It didn't now he's moving out and says he can't love me the same anymore. IM lost I don't know what to do. I know I messed up but I love him! my ds and me are broken hearted. I just need to get it out. I have cried so much and I don't think I can cry anymore without throwing up. I hate myself.
This is it. he is moving out for sure now. It hurts so much. Its going to hurt ds more. We were going to try make it work till Feb but it can't happen. He says he still cares for me and can't not show it sometimes and that just makes it harder on him and us. IM never going to stop loving him and IM never going to give up. I will never bring another man around my son or me. this was the first and last time I hurt my son by having someone step in and halo me.