I have been trying my best to stay strong not only for myself but for my child. I feel so depressed lately. My biggest fear has always been to be told I am a terrible mother and have my child taken away. But I confess that I am a terrible mother all I want is a break from my lil one and for things to be different. I feel like I am failing my lil one since I get so annoyed and frustrated very easily. Work is hard enough and some days I do not look forward to going home because I do not know what type of day it will be. No mother should feel this way but I do and I am really starting to hate myself because of it. I honestly hate my ex and never wanted him around our child but recently have hoped he would take our child with him just so I can get a break :(
No need to respond just needed to get that off my chest.