What do you do when you don't want to fight it anymore? What do you do when you wish you never got married or had kids so that you could just kill yourself without guilt? The urge to hurt myself is immense. Honestly I have just been wanting to cut my femoral artery and end it. It sucks. I am done with being strong and keeping it together an everything. I want it to be over.
Yes I am in therapy and medicated but obviously I still have issues and it sucks. And I will not hurt myself. No matter how bad I feel I cannot do that to my children.
Yes I am in therapy and medicated but obviously I still have issues and it sucks. And I will not hurt myself. No matter how bad I feel I cannot do that to my children.
Posted by Anonymous on Jan. 24, 2013 at 6:10 PM
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on Jan. 24, 2013 at 6:17 PM
Please PM me. I've been there and I can relate to you, if you'd like to talk. No judgement from me, mama.
Take care of yourself.
Take care of yourself.
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on Jan. 24, 2013 at 6:18 PM
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You need to get a new therapist asdnd get yourself on some medication asap!! You dont ever consider hurting your kids do you?
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on Jan. 24, 2013 at 6:18 PM
No judgement here as I have been there myself. I know how it feels. Please pm me if you would like to talk
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on Jan. 24, 2013 at 6:19 PM
Im sorry you are going through this. PM if you want to talk I have been in similar situations. :)
by Anonymous
on Jan. 24, 2013 at 6:25 PM
I had to suck it up and find ways to cope. I read to escape reality. I used to smoke pot, but I haven't in quite a few months. I kind of miss it. I also left the abusive douche I was with and am now with a man that would give his dying breath to make me happy.
Point is, my children didn't ask to be born, I brought them into this life, I need to be here to guide them through it. I have felt the same way. I was so close to ending it several times. But, my children need me, not a sad, shameful memory that they were too much for me to handle so I left them.
Happiness, comfort, safety, and a truly loving partner are out there. You just have to be patient and willing to wait for it.
Point is, my children didn't ask to be born, I brought them into this life, I need to be here to guide them through it. I have felt the same way. I was so close to ending it several times. But, my children need me, not a sad, shameful memory that they were too much for me to handle so I left them.
Happiness, comfort, safety, and a truly loving partner are out there. You just have to be patient and willing to wait for it.
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on Jan. 24, 2013 at 6:40 PM
You find a way to get out of the bad marriage if you can't work it out and be happy. You take one day at a time and you lean on friends and family to be there to support you. You have to break the cycle that you have fallen into. You don't have to stay in an unhappy marriage but you have to be there to be a mother to your kids.
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