I have been so stressed and irritated lately that I often think about killing myself. I know it's terrible and I don't think I could ever act on them. I feel like my kids hate me. They never listen, despite all our efforts. I also feel like my DH hates me, but just puts up with me for the kids. There is no "Help" in my area...I just lost my job and my world is falling apart. We are planning ti move in Late Feb or early March and I am going to try my hardest to move somewhere, that I CAN ACTUALLY get the help I need. I am losing my mind...one day at a time, and I am miserable. VENT OVER. I am still hanging in there. :) Just trying to enjoy the time that I am out of work, with my kids. They didn't have school today due to weather. I made an appoinment to speak with a doctor about my issues for next week. I am staying optimistic!