Man, I guess women call CPS on each other to get back at each other for something. I wish someone would have called CPS on my mom so they could of seen my bruises and taken me away.
CPS was called many times on my mother....they still left me there. CPS is useless when they're actually needed.
Big hugs though, I understand it hurts to think about (I'm bitter about CPS, especially since they're refusing to help my brother too). Therapy has been a huge help for me, though I'm sure you've probably already seeked that out. Writing it down helps too.
I write things then burn them, it's like burning up a bit of the past and the pain.
I hope it gets better. <3
CPS got called on my family once a friggin month for as long as I can remember. I finally made it out in one piece at 17 when I joined the Army.
Just cuz they get called doesn't mean they will do a DAMN thing to help you. I'm sorry you went through it, but you're a grown up with kiddos of your own now, so you have to do whatever you've got to do to get past it and be better for your kids than your mom was for you. I think all of us that have gone through childhood abuse/abandonment strive to be the parent we never got a chance to have. Really that's all we can do is our best and I'm almost positive that when our kids grow up they will recognize that and love us that much more for it, and realize just how much we love them.
Do you ever get hit on even looking a mess?
Why inflict this silly cosmetic pain on a baby!?!
- BoxxyBabee
on Jan. 24, 2013 at 10:16 PM