That I don't think I'm attracted to him or men in general? I've been so hurt by men including my husband (no cheating but alot of trust issues) and idk that I even want to be with a man. The thought of penetration with him disgusts me. I wouldn't consider myself a lesbian cuz I am still attracted to men but idk that I ever want to be with a man again. We never have sex only when he begs for it and I feel bad. Idk how to bring this up to him but I think I want a divorce. He's a great guy but I don't feel like I love him anymore. Please don't be bitches I feel bad enough.