I live over an hour away from work and its out in a very rural community. So, the drive there is a bunch of back county hwys....no stores, gas stations, etc.
And what happens on the way there?
Sudden onset of severe....I mean SEVERE....diarrhea.
I didn't know what to do. But I managed to hold on for about 30 min. Until I pulled into the parking lot at work.
I was completely and utterly physically unable to hold it anymore. I managed to pull my pants to my knees, so they didn't get dirty. But it went all over my drivers seat.
I can not explain the humiliation I feel about this. And self disgust. I've never had something like this happen.
I had a bag of clothes to go to goodwill in my back seat. So I cleaned up with those as best as I could. Then cleaned up the rest of the way in the bathroom at work.
I took a bunch of wet towels and cleaned my car up. But it still smells horrid. I'm going to have to figure something out tomorrow to get rid of the stench.
I don't want anyone to know. Not even my dh. I'm way too mortified. And I feel like he would be disgusted with me. but there wasn't anything I could do to avoid it.
Ugh...how does something like that even happen..