NOT in a romantic way, but in a jealous way. I'm so jealous that I haven't always known him, that we never went to school together, that Im not his first anything. And I told him this and he feels the same way about me and my exes.
The weird part? I get so mad when he asks if I want to spend a weekend at his house, or even a night. Im sure his past GFs did and I just get so mad and it makes me not want to. I don't want to lay in his bed, look at his phone, nothing. He pulled his yearbook out the other day and I didn't even want to look because I saw cute handwriting in the autograph section :( He has never done anything wrong!!
Im not sure why Im this way or even if it's normal but I hurt him and I don't mean to. I've had a bad past with a guy for 4 years that did nothing but cheat and lie and I guess I am still emotionally scarred?
IDK .. But that's my confession.