just found out my ex is going out tonight with some lady... hookah, then a bar.
its only been 2 months. i miss him... but he moved on quick. i'm just wasting my time, thinking that we'd get back together.
i want to curl up and cry. throw a pity party for myself. instead, i'll take DS to the play area at the mall or something, right after he gets out of school.
i refuse to answer any of his calls. he can see DS on Sunday, as always, and from this point forward, they can leave the house for a few hours, to get their time in together.... away from me. i feel bad- this is DS's home... but i need to protect my heart, right?