My problem is this... I have forgiven him an we are still together. In fact, our marriage is 10 times better and we communicate so much better. But today I am having the same physical reaction I did the day after finding out. I have been sick all day, I can not even consider eating, and I feel nauseous.
So, why, after 2 years and forgiving him and having a better marriage do I still feel like this? I even had the exact same nightmare.
This happened last year as well, and both times I didn't realize the date until after the physical problems started. Like no joke, I had not thought about the situation at all until about an hour ago. So it's not from me over thinking and going over the situation and that day over and over. It just happens.