i am spiritually ready to join my lord and savior jesus christ in heaven. this world is spiraling out of control and becoming more hostile and evil day by day. im sad that i brought babies into it to grow up in these times of misery. dont get me wrong,i do not regret them at all, i love them more than anything and they are my everything. my greatest blessing. but nothing would make me happier to join the lord in heaven with my precious babies. i know there are still good people on earth, heck i even know a few. but as a whole, mankind is becoming more evil and greedy every day. im just ready to be in paradise with my lord, my babies and all those that i hold dear.
after 150+ replies that seem to think im suicidal or homicidal, please forgive me for sending the wrong message. i didnt mean to come across that way at all. all i mean is that im looking forward to being in paradise with my heavenly father and my loved ones. given the choice between this earth and heaven, of course heaven is the answer. obviously its not my choice when to go, and ill be alive and well as long as the lord has a plan for me on this earth. im sorry if my post was accidentally unclear.