I am all for the tree hugging natural stuff. i would say i am half hippie lol. I just can't stand the idea of bfing my 16month old anymore. I am 10 weeks pregnant and sick 24 hours a day. I dont want to eat i have to make myself eat something everyday. i have lost 25 lbs this month. I feel so bad that I want to wean him. he loves nursing and i love him very much. I have tried cutting out a feeding at a time and he hates it. it is messing with his sleep at night, so now all he wants to do is nurse all night long. i dont know what to do. i want to just go hide somewhere for a week and hope he forgets about the boob. i am such a bad mom for feeling like this.
today i have eaten a small apple and a handful of popcorn.