I have been able to ignore my past for almost 10 years. Why today. Why at all. Don't message me and tell me you hope I'm well. I can't go.back home to see my family because your family is so irate about the STATE pressing charges! Let me make this clear if you go through the court system its tough, its humiliating and embarrassing. Watching these people stare at you while you are crying, destroyed inside trying to.decide if youre lying. Watching your family fall.apart because every fights over who should have protected me. My mom hated me, my.grandparents babied me my aunt and uncle couldn't even talk to me without getting upset. Our justice system is so messed up! A lot of people will think well aren't you happy about the outcome. Honestly NO, after 6 years of being thrown for loops talking physical babble trying to make everything okay on my own, watching my family fall apart, If God forbid this happened to me again I would rather that man be free then to allow him to drag me through hell again.
I don't think I'm right by saying any if this. Everyone deals in their own way. I just needed to get this out.