So for anyone following my saga, lol, here is an update. I had therapy today. My therapist is a bit concerned because I am cycling every 2 weeks. She is wanting to write it off to my PTSD but she isn't sure. Bipolar is still on the table. She is basically leaving it up to my psychiatrist it seems, which sucks because he is leaving the diagnosis up to her. She wants me to see him ASAP due to my sleeping issues but I can't due to money issues. But, if I cycle like I have been I will not have an episode again until I see my psychiatrist so I shouldn't have any issues sleeping.
She is impressed though with how well I handle my episodes though. I think I handle them horribly but she says I don't. She says my coping mechanisms (here, video games, puzzles, and art therapy) are working very well. So yay? She really likes my art therapy at least.