and I'm just waiting for the bomb to drop.
Seriously, any time I just start getting into the groove of things, and my life seems to be headed in the right direction, shit just all of a sudden takes a turn for the worst.
Right now, we just got a new car, a couple of years old, but its a decent one, much better than the one we had, we don't have many bills to pay, and things are getting less stressful by the day, and its wonderful. I'm just waiting for things to go to shit, and its actually more nerve racking than being stressed all the time.
I just know that if I relax, something bad is going to happen, and everything will be ruined.
We got a decent tax return, and I'm very hesitant on spending any of it, we actually almost didn't get a car because I didn't want to spend money, but it was something that we needed, so I folded.
I'm just nervous this good living we got going is just going to end. Its happened so many times before for me....I relax and breath a little and BAM, shit happens.