Am I asking for too much or have a right to want this???
This is all new to me having an almost 2mo is hard mentally and I'm getting used to the fact that life will never be close to the same. I don't get much of his time or affection. I talk about how I feel constantly and I tell him the way he acts makes me feel that he doesn't want to be with me. But he says if he didn't want to be with me then be wouldn't be here with me and he wouldn't be home home; he says dont you want me here instead of being out?
I know men need their time but I don't get any time I'm always home cleaning and taking care of dd. he never asks me if I'm ok or if there's anything he can do to make me feel better. And I try to communicate my feelings towards him. And each time I do so and he just doesn't get it I feel myself feel worse then I did before. I care about him but what about me?
Sometimes I wonder if I'm expecting too much from him but then I think and dd will be two months old next week and he's only slept once in the same bed and i don't even count that really because he got home real late then slept for about three hours and went to the living room. So I just want to know from your pov if I'm expecting too much or its right to feel this way.? He tells me he cares a lot about me and wants to be with me and he says I'm stuck with him for a very long time. But they are just words because he sure doesn't act like this he acts opposite.
Ahh I'm just so lonely most of the time. And sad because of this. Now I feel that im just rambling but I feel so much better getting this off my chest.