So, for the past two weeks anytime my husband is around and the commercial for the movie Safe Haven comes on he makes a random comment about Julianne Hough. Last night, he made a comment again, finally I was like okay sweetie, I get it. You think she is attractive. He also made a comment last week when Gwen Stafani came on tv for something, about how he had used to have a crush on her.
Obviously, I look nothing like that, His type seems to be tall, skinny, blondes. I am 5'4, 150lbs, dark hair, dark complexion. I have a seriously low self esteem to begin with, always have even when I wore a size 2. This morning I was playing with the kids and something hit, I started to cry and beat myself up about being disgusting. Granted I thought that before all this but it was like reinforced.
How would you feel?