*** this is my reason for this post ......It's so hard I known for 1 year now no one in the family knows what goes on in our life or house. he uses (crystal) he has a job where they drug test him so he only uses it on the weekend not all the time he tries to go two weeks off to weeks on. But sometimes is the whole month on. He said he finally told me cuz he could tell I was getting tired of thing and he said that by telling me he wouldn't want to as much but thing haven't really change . I think his an addiction cuz he needs it on the weekend. His a great dad, provider, and good hubby when his clean . :-/ I'm sorry I'm in tears right now . Because this is the first time I have spoken of this.