I don't cook. I don't clean much. i don't work. I don't pay bills but that's because of my husband. I play with my kids, feed them. Sometimes not the most healthiest because I can't cook. I blame my mother for that. I hate sex. I hate kissing, hugging. Any type of affection makes me uncomfortable. I'm horrible. I should just go divorce and be alone for the rest of my life. I have no idea why my husband wants to be with me. I really don't. I feel like I contribute nothing to this family. I suck. I don't care to improve it at all. I'm lazy and I'm fine with that. I can't stand my husband. He has all this mercy on me and does the laundry, cooks and works outside the home and I can't stand him. I find him extremely annoying and hard to live with. Thats my confession.