I feel gross and am so mad at myself for letting myself get this way. I don't even know how my husband is attracted to me. But he is. I'm blessed he looks beyond looks but no matter how many times he tells me I'm beautiful I know I'm not. So this morning I have decided to change it. I want to be the sexy wife I feel he deserves. And I want to be healthy and happy with myself. For my body type I should weigh between 165-175. I have a 100 pounds to lose. I want to lose it before I turn 30 next year. So today is a brand new day. I got rid of all the soda in the house and replaced it with water. I hope I can do this.
I'm going to keep up with this post as a journal and update my progress. Going to post a starting pic.
on Feb. 14, 2013 at 11:35 AM