I have no where else to vent this out so let me be a whiney bitch here, okay?
Fuck this day. Fuck it.
You'd figure I'd be used to being disappointed on Valentine's Day, being that I have been the last 4 years.
My stbxh (hopefully to be finalized tomorrow), was always someone else's Valentine and always treated me like shit any day. So you think I'd be used to it. Nah.
I really thought this year was going to be different.
I always, at least, had someone to hope would be my Valentine even though he was always someone else's.
Secondly, the guy I was seeing decided to have an anuresym and just stop talking to me out of the blue not too long ago.
I know it's stupid and childish but when you don't have any days that you've been made feel special, you always put those hopes in these kind of days to hopefully they'll make you feel that way.
Whatever. Fuck it. I give up.