I have learning disabilities, being called stupid has always hurt me bad. Every time I did something wrong I was "stupid cunt" I would never be anything compared to my brother. She would take him out shopping or to the movies and leave me home by myself because I was "to stupid to appreciate fun" but then she would shower me with gifts.
She bought me, and I let her. She used objects to guilt me when I expressed how her name calling affected me. She used gifts against me calling me ungrateful if I stood up for myself.
She and my dad are in this huge child support battle over my brother and some how I got involved.
Well I'm fucking sick of it, I'm going to take everything she's ever given me and give it back. I'm going to tell her to forget my name and forget that she ever had a daughter.
I can't keep going on, needing her approval or walking on egg shells around her. I can't worry about her talking about about me to my children (which she has done) I just can't have a mom any longer.