I have been forced to stay home for about a month now and I have been miserable every single day. This is the worse I have ever felt in ever. My house is clean, my dogs are fed, everything is done and I just sit on my porch throwing balls to my dogs. I don't even take them for runs on the agility course because I can no longer afford competitions and running them just makes me realize that all my dreams are virtually crushed. I can barely afford them and earlier this morning while I was playing with my Border Collie I realized that I may have to give him up and I cried. I walked through the place where I keep my rescue dogs and I cried more because I know I will have to shut down after they are gone. I hate this. I have been trying to find work online but to no avail. I put in for SSI but that is just to pay for my half of the utilities. I can't do anything I want to. I am literally trapped at home.
How do SAHMs wirh school age kids keep themselves sane?
Edit: All of you say get a hobby but what are some absolutely free hobbies? I don't have the income to spend on stuff. If I could afford hobbies then I would keep my hobbies.