22 Weeks and SCARED! Can't shake this feeling....HELP!!!
I'm pregnant with my 1st and it took me YEARS to conceive!
I can't get into shopping or filling out a register. I want soooo much to be happy and excited, BUT:
I keep thinking I'll go into labor at 25 weeks and she'll not survive; Or I'll go for my 32 week appointment and they won't find the heartbeat ... Yada, Yada
I feel like if I go out and shop for her I'll just have a stillborn or she'll die of SIDS at 2 days old and I'll NEVER get pregnant again.
Please help. I just want to be happy and excited and picture a 'family' I want and a baby I desperately already LOVE to death. How do I get over this 'bad' feeling?? Why am I so overcome with fear and worry?!