I grew up learning that gay was wrong, but I love watching shows with gay people. I watched a lot of yaoi as a teen behind my dad's back. I even read and joined a yaoi fanfiction site. I can't help it. I love the stories of the shows and fanfiction. My father would throw me down a well if he knew. I am so going to hell, but I am going happy. I would be miserable without it, though.