Im having a horrible problem, only because it shouldnt even be issue. My husband and I have Three beautiful healthy boys 3, 2, and almost 3 months. Now my depression sparks from not being pregnant and wanting to be again already. After my 1s tchild i was already prego with my second child by now. My Husband wishes three would be enough but understands my forever plans of having four no matter the gender. He wants to wait until our newborn is atleast walking and give my body time to heal from 3 back to back csections... but I'm ready now and were not really proventing another pregnancy. So my venting comes from my head just spinning around having another or not... cost of having four... space... bigger house.. daycare.. bigger car or just another in general... so can any of u with 3 or more tell me what u go thru and what's the hardest thing.. any of u just think I'm plan mad!!!