i have been through alot in my life and had to grow up very fast. I saw and witnessed things in my life most kids and young teens never had to face. My problem is though men treat me like complete crap when they hear what i have gone through. I can be in an amazing relationship but once they hear about my life it's like they think im easy to be manipulated to be controled. I have been single for the past two years and recently started dating someone i thought i was going to marry but then boom once he heard about my life the only thing he wanted out of me was sex. I was molested and abused since i was 9yrs old and never was in a normal relationship till then and he just totaly broke my heart when i told him what i went through. He would buy me things and take me out all because he thought it would be a way for him to sleep with me. I broke it off with him and he told me that real woman put out for their man when they treat them like queens and i was just a waste of his time. I feel horrible and hate the fact i can never find a man that wants me for me not for what i can do sexually for them.
I posted anon because i have friends on here that dont know what i have gone through so please be nice and dont hate on me