Ok. Here is my first post here.
I recently left DH (13 year relationship) who I share 4 children wtih (he has them during the week and I on the weekends due to our work schedules).
I met an amazing man. We moved in together. he has two children from his previous marriage and they get along famously with mine. I love our little blended family.
I have never known anyone so caring and nurturing as this man. We decided we should have a baby together. Which is crazy. But, It feels right.
We occasionally have these little hiccups in the road of our relationship where he blatantly will be untrusting towards me and it makes me crazy. I was having an affair for years before I left my husband but, it trully was because i felt trapped and like things were never going to get better. I thought for sure I would die married to a man I resented so immensley for being a lazy man, drug addict, and terrible provider. I managed not to tho. And I would NEVER cheat again. Its so empty feeling.
I was upfront about my past wtih boyfriend and he said he understood. He didn't. He dosen't. It makes him think i'm a pig i think. We have these constant nagging little arguments about it. I hate them.
We have only been toghether about 6 months and are about 1 month pregnant.
He thinks I should take a lie detector test to see what else I could be ly8ing about. I resent it. I would rather be alone. And I do love him dearly.
I suppose I don't hav ea question, just needed to vent a bit. I'm down to listen to anything you all have to say.