I'm depressed at the moment. Got a lot of issues going on. I'm overweight. And I gorge myself when I'm depressed,sad,stressed. Hell , I even eat to celebrate. Food is my comfort. Has been since I was a kid. I grew up poor, Fast food was a reward. I've been overweight since puberty.
I think I need help. I cook from scratch and try to feed everyone healthy stuff. But that does me no good when I go to town and go through the drive thru and then see how many candy bars I can scarf down on the drive home so no one will know. I'm resisting the strong urge to go to McDonald's right now. Ever seen the episode of Roseanne where Dan cheated on her and they had plenty of money? She drove her new car through every drive thru in town and ordered everything. That is me. I could just drive And eat all day long. It's a nice escape. I need to get a grip.